Aj Dil Bohat Udas Hay:
I am feeling lonely.. may nahi janta kia karna chaihye.. I lost everything. My pride, my soul and closed ones are all gone. I do things what give me temporary happiness. Magar raat gai baat gai and then its my inner voices that takes over hammering on my head slowly in harmonic motion.
It's not the first time I thought of doin something really stupid with myself. Wana hurt myself, may be I wana punish myself. I am to blame for this state of mind.
Life is just confusing. I found myself chained up in desi culture and American influence around me. Nothing gives peace of mind in both of cultures. Depressing thoughts are all over.
I dont want to read inspirational stories or chicken soup for soul type articles. They makes me more depressed. I am not as strong as the pplz listing their experience.
Love gonna get me killed one day!
I am feeling lonely.. may nahi janta kia karna chaihye.. I lost everything. My pride, my soul and closed ones are all gone. I do things what give me temporary happiness. Magar raat gai baat gai and then its my inner voices that takes over hammering on my head slowly in harmonic motion.
It's not the first time I thought of doin something really stupid with myself. Wana hurt myself, may be I wana punish myself. I am to blame for this state of mind.
Life is just confusing. I found myself chained up in desi culture and American influence around me. Nothing gives peace of mind in both of cultures. Depressing thoughts are all over.
I dont want to read inspirational stories or chicken soup for soul type articles. They makes me more depressed. I am not as strong as the pplz listing their experience.
Love gonna get me killed one day!
